Monday, November 12, 2007

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Graci Kate

I am so happy for this dear family.

The are bringing home a daughter that I really care for.

Welcome home, Graci Kate!

Wow--are you inside my head?

"You know, I worry incessantly that I'm turning into someone ugly and bitter that people are eventually going to opt not to be around.

Which then makes me want to fall to my knees in a tear and snot filled frenzy and beg for forgiveness.

When I try not to be the ugly person I am inside during these moments of torment, I end up feeling like a fraud. And a confused one.

Is trying to be a better person actually not being true to yourself? Is trying to change the way you feel about something lying or healing? Can you re-train your brain after something so earth shatteringly tragic has altered it?

I never used to be like this. I swear I didn't.

I'm at war with my head today. Can you tell?"

Quoted from "Certainly Not Cool Enough to Blog".

It's like she's inside my head. ::shudder::

Thursday, November 1, 2007

Worth Quoting

Wherever you are, be all there.
Live to the hilt every situation
you believe to be the will of God.

— Jim Elliot

NaNoWriMo--link added--

Thanks to "Raising Animals" mom for the info re: National Novel Writing Month.

I'm signed up. I'm writing.

We'll see what happens...