Truths I thought I had/would escape, cuz God really iked me best:
1). The journey through the desert. I thought I had had mine pre_God, but apparently, no, everyone *must* go through the desert post-Christ. Don't know why exactly, but seems to be true. I didn't think I'd ever have to have bifocals, either and I know they are coming in June. Sigh.
2). The moment I decide to accept with Joy the desert experience, is the moment I will begin to experience intimacy with the Lord. For some reason, this is difficult for me to do. I really seems to want to hang on to my hurt feelings that keep me separate from Him. Why? I don't know, honestly. Fear? Pride? Ignorance? Rebellion? Sigh.