I am sick.
I have been sick with this same type of sickness for 9-10 days in the last 3 weeks. Intestinal yuck. Foul. Rotten. Gross. Icky-doo. Loose :ahem: well, you know. Belching. Gurgling. Nausea--helped only by staying very still.
When inquiring of the Lord about what is going on, I felt like He said that there is some pretty intense spiritual housescleaning going on.
Will I cooperate, by opening up all the windows, shaking out the dust, rolling up my sleeves and perspiring, alongside Him?
Or will I stay in bed, covers thrown defensively over my head, pretending that nothing is needing to be done?
Hmmmm....I know which path I want to take.
But I am so weak. So out of practice. So lazy. Ugh.
Help me, Lord. I am nothing without You. Without You, I am nothing.